I'm having a really hard time right now. The pressure of applying for jobs and the very insecure future which unemployment means is getting to me.
I has been so bad that I've had to start eating Xanor again, an extremely strong medication against anxiety and panic syndrome.
Mathias is a really good support for me, but it's always hard to depend on another person.
God I hope I can get a job soon... Heaven knows I've been trying, looking through several hundreds of ads, every day, applying for everything that might be interesting. Hours and hours....
Mathias will have his first day at his new job next Monday, on September 3rd.